Soooooooooo
my past few days have been wonderful.
Wednesday:: I went to the Southgate house and saw Job For A Cowboy, Cattle decapitation, and Promise To Agony with David!!! (Goodness, he’s so cute.) And on a happy note; my crazy, nasty, psycho exboyfriend was NOT at the show!!! Sooooooo happy!!!
Thursday:: I went up to Dayton to see Oceano, Born of Osiris, and Bleeding Through with Jeff and I met up with David there. :) David bought me a Born of Osiris shirt and I got the vocalist of Born to sign a dollar bill. (I will NEVER spend itt.) And, I spent most of my night with David.
Now, the part that pissed me off about the show last night:: Jeff was stuck in my ass the whole night, after I told him we’ll never be anything more than friends. He kept trying to hold my hand, and hang on me, and itt was annoying. He’s getting to be that annoying, clingy dude that doesn’t go away. I want his friend ship, but he just won’t leave me be. I like David and he just won’t accept that. He’s trying to take me and keep me for himself.
The reason why he won’t leave me alone is because he told me he liked me but he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He asked me to wait for him. Now, I told him I would, but I got to thinking; Itt’s VERY unfair for him to ask me to wait for him. He’s asking me to put my life on hold, and just wait and come to him when he’s ready. That’s not fair to me, at all.
So, when he wasn’t ready, I was. And now that I found someone else, he wants to date me. He waited too long. I moved on.
David’s perfect. He’s so cute and he likes the same things I do. We just click. I usually get attached to people, so I’m not letting itt happen this time. I don’t want to get attached and then hurt. I have my guard up.
Now, my question is this:: should I feel bad for moving on when Jeff told me to wait??
I don’t think I should, but I want opinions.
Help me out??
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